Nameless (Roc Royal)

Your POV

“Babe,” Roc called, and I immediately ran over to my computer screen.

“Roc,” I exclaimed, my smile growing wider. “How’s London?” 

He had been gone for months, and our skype dates are the only time I get to see him. “Good. It’s great to see the fans, but I miss you babe,” He sighed.

I nervously played with my keyboard, as I updated him with what was going on back here in America. “Your mom, Kami, and I went shopping the other day,” I added, looking away from him.

“(Y/N) is something wrong?” He asked. I took a deep breath trying to find the right words.

“Remember the night you left?” I asked, looking back at the screen.
“Yeah,” He smirked, biting his lip. “You were a little freak that night.”

“Well,” I began, swallowing hard. “This little freak is pregnant.”

“What?” He said, his face falling. “Are you sure?”

“Yeah, I’m sure,” I replied. “Kami had me take like 10 pregnancy tests.” 

He went silent, and it nearly killed me. “I’m sorry, Roc,” I sniffled, wiping away a few tears. “I still have a week before I hit three months. I can still get a…you know…”

“What? No.” He replied sharply, snapping out of his daze. “I don’t want you to do that. I want to keep it.”

“You want to be a father?” I asked raising an eyebrow at him.

“Yeah,” He smiled. “When I get back we can find out if it’s a girl or a boy.”

“I’m sure it’s a boy,” I replied, smiling at my baby bump.

“It’s a girl. I can feel it.” 
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Roc’s POV

“I’m going to be a father guys,” I yelled out to the crowd. The look on the guys’ faces was priceless. I hadn’t told anyone since (Y/N) told me, but I just couldn’t hold it in anymore. 

When we got offstage, the boys showered me with congratulations. “Congrats man,” Ray cheered, patting me on the shoulder.

“Are you going to pop the question?” Prince asked, settling on the couch.

I sat down next to him, fiddling with something in my pocket. “Well I got a ring just in case,” I smiled admiring the diamond. 

“Wow, who would’ve thought little Rocky would be the first out of all of us to get married,” Ray sighed, shaking his head. 

“I know,” Prince smiled. “He’s growing up.”

“Do you know what you are going to name it?” Prod asked.

“Nah, when we get back we’re going to find out the sex,” I admitted, smiling dumbly.

“Which do you want?” Prince asked.

“I don’t know, but it doesn’t matter it’s my kid. I love it already,” I smiled, and I meant it too.
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Your POV

Shit. “Kami,” I called out into the darkness of my room. “Kami come here.”

“What is it?” She sleepily replied, stumbling into the room. “I was sleeping.”

“Something doesn’t feel right,” I cried, holding my stomach. 

Her eyes widened with fear, and suddenly she seemed wide awake. She threw back the covers, and we both gasped out in horror.
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Roc’s POV

I cheesed widely, nervously tapping my foot. I ran my fingers over the velvet case (Y/N)’s ring was in. “Roc! Stop kicking my chair,” Ray growled, eyeing me angrily. 

“I can’t help it. Tomorrow I find out if it’s a girl or a boy,” I grinned, and he just shook his head.

I felt my phone buzzed, and saw that Kami was calling me. I sighed heavily, answering the call. That girl drives me crazy everytime she calls me.

“What do you want this time?” I sighed, rolling my eyes.

“Roc,” She said, but this time she sounded different.

“What’s wrong?” I asked, signalling Prince to turn down the radio.

“(Y/N) is in the hospital.”
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My feet couldn’t run fast enough. As soon as the nurse told me what room she was in, I began running. I stormed into the room to find (Y/N) lying on the bed.

“Roc,” She cried, and I wrapped my arms around her. 

“What happened?” I asked, but she didn’t answer.

Shortly after, the doctor entered. “Oh,” he said, glancing up from his clipboard. “You must be the boyfriend.”

“Yeah,” I swallowed. “What’s wrong with her?”

“Well she’s fine now, but we would like to keep her overnight for observation,” The doctor explained, and I let out a huge sigh, that I didn’t even know I was holding in.

“And the baby?” (Y/N) asked, but the doctor’s face fell.

He didn’t even have to say it. His face told it all. We lost the baby. (Y/N) began shaking uncontrollably, and I felt myself go numb. Tears began flowing down my face, and I fell to the floor. 

“Why?” I whispered. 

Why did God take away something so perfect? I didn’t even meet it, but already I loved it will all my heart. We were both broken, and we needed each other even more now. I gathered my strength. I climbed into bed next to (Y/N) and gathered her into my arms and just held her. And suddenly, that ring in my pocket felt even more heavy.